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最終に泣いている。最終に通話、それは短いと深い意義。それが理由は、私はほんとにあなたがいなくて寂しいです。この気持ちは、何か失うの気持ちはおなじだ。わかってる、あなたは私に連絡しません、たとえは、あなたは、インターネットアクセスを持っている.. あなたがオンラインで私は見てきました。でも、あなたは、英国では非常に満足しなければなりません。新しい場所、新しい環境、そして新鮮持つの未知の未来。私は悲しいことはできません。私たちは一緒に、頑張ってね！私、いつでもここにいるよ！私はあなたをあいしてる～ :)

Our new beginning - Your new life, my hard time

Kanariya (Arranged by Yuta Nakano) - Ayumi Hamasaki

Kanari カナリ, which is Canary 金丝雀 in English.
This song is about canaries in the city, a sad song.
After arranged by Yuta Nakano, it bcomes even sad, especially when u listen to it in the midnight emo time.
And this song's gonna kill me in this emo night.
It makes me getting emo and emo, thinking and thinking..

Tonight, is the last night that Pisces live in KL.
Although that's not gonna be a long period he left, but im afraid.
Im afraid of waking up in the morning and i found i lost him again.
Im afraid disaster falls, someday in the future that we nvr know and we cant predict.
Im afraid if that was our last meet? And i'll nvr see him again..
Im afraid the "time" being not mercy, the fate of mine miserable as always.
Im afraid, and im worry, worry about him study in UK.

Pisces.. Ya know, although im the one who always think too much, worry too much, and do so much unnecessary thing, but the fact is, im the one who truly love u, truly care u, and u're always the priority when i did something.

U influenced me, affected me alot, seriously.
My personality, my habits, my heart, my favorite music and band, etc..
Is not i purposely did the same thing as u, to adapt u, or get u closer.
But when a person loves someone, this would happened naturally, eventually.

Once again, u forgot, or u purposely don't, to text me as u promised tonight.
I know u went out with him vry late, from ur MSN status, i understand.
Yet, im here staying awake waiting for u. Do u know that?

I can't stop listening to this song.
The eyes not obedient to me, teardrop on my shorts.
I feel vry cold, but i dun wan to switch off my fan.
I feel vry sad, but i dun wan to turn off the music.
I feel vry grieved, but i dun wan to stop loving u.

Enjoy every moment u have there, i think UK would be an interesting place.
Pls, be safe, becareful, and take care of urself over there.
I miss you..



By the way.............
Awww.. This song is sooooooo awful..
Yuta Nakano did a great arrange on this song.
Ayumi, i think i will admire u soon, lolx..

有你真好

糟糕.. 因为今早的梦，让我更舍不得你离开。
现在的我好想你，非常非常的想念你呢..
傍晚回家的时候，因为前几天不候睡累坏了，倒下午睡一会儿。
起身时觉得整个人好空虚......
好像什么都不想做，发呆的想你，可是又觉得时间白白在走。

双鱼啊.. 你知道吗？

其实当Ayu的专辑来到手中时，那种兴奋，无法形容。
不是因为第一次邮购的兴奋，而是巴不得马上交到你手中的心情。
想到为你付出的，可以换一个你开心的脸，就很满足。

其实我很想跟你再一起合照，在你离开大马之前。
好让我偶尔想念在远方念书的你的时候， 可以看看那些照片。
有没有人跟你说过喜欢你的笑容？
我啊，超喜欢看你的笑脸，看着看着也会陪着笑。

其实我很想对你更好一些，让你知道我真的很在乎你。
可是我又怕你会回避我，所以我收起了我的热情。
这不代表我对你逐渐放下，相反为了你，决定再努力些。
让这半年就像韩剧一样，下次我们再见面的时候，看到不一样的我。

转眼间只剩下一个星期了...
时间能不能再慢一些啊？或是你的行程delay啊？
就算是你的伴侣也不能自私留你吧..
为了你的学业，你的前途。
人生地不熟，到UK那里你记得事事都得小心啊~

来着的半年内估计会发生很多事情吧？
就算有什么不开心的事也好，不奢望你会找我，但记得有我在。
你离开之后，我天天开MSN，好让你在需要的时候能够找到我。
手机天天不离开身边，好让你得到smartphone之后可以找到我。

不知不觉，我对你的感觉也超过半年了。
尽管我们没能在一起，但我也这样熬过了半年。
所以这一个半年没关系，我还是可以等你回来。
要记得，会有这么一个人一直站着，等着你。

想你了..
有你真好。

I'm in love with u deeply..

I'm In Love - Narsha (Brown Eye Girls)

jasireun jeongbalseot daereoteon
geudae chuwahaedageo malragiga naegaen
jeon eodweoweotdeon geojyeo
meonjyeok yeolleyokaji animyeon
geudael nopsigeulgeobwa
geuchareulseulgeo deobeogeo
jiwugaebael beogaejyeo

gipeojimyeon sangjeopeuni georaneun saengakhae
teutyeoumi ipseongeon sasirijima
ganjeoran mameulreo gideohago baraetdeon
sarangmi geudaerageomyeon mideoyeo

ooh i’m in love, ooh i’ll fall in love
deureopji anayeo geudaewa hamkkeramyeon
saesangeun neomu areumdapjyeo

i thought i’ll never gonna fall in love
but i’m in love, cuz i wanna love you baby
sasireuncheon beonsaetdae beoteonaemeomseo
ureobeoteon geudaeparyeo cheoreom
milreodeureo otdeonhareul jeonghae geudaelmal deoneollyeo

i can be your good lover, wanna be your AP lover
saesanghae seokhajanghae beokhangyeojagam
dwangeomeon gatalyeo geudae galbirimi
make u never gonna leave me, eulsinhajinaneunayo
geudae midapgaeyeo

ahh i’m in love you’re my baby, ahh i’ll fall in love
deureopjianayo geudaewa hamkkeramyeon
saesangeun neomu areumdapjyeo

ooh i’m in love, i’m so deep in love
ooh i’ll fall in love, deureopjianayo geudaewa hamkkeramyeon
saesangeun neomu areumdapjyeo
geudaeneun neomu areumdapjy

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to be honest from the
first time we met
saying i like you
was not easy for me to do

if i don't approach you first
i was afraid of losing you

i wrote letters and prepare
small gifts for you

if my love for you
goes any deeper
it would only hurt me more
its true my mind is full of fear

i pray with all my heart
the person that i'm hoping for
i believe that person is you

i'm in love
i fall in love

there's no way around it
i can't hide my heart
you're so beautiful

i thought i never
gonna fall in love
but i'm in love
cause i wanna love you baby

thruthfully from the first time
i met you
somewhere inside my heart
you crashed like a strong wave

you're the only thing
i think about all day
i can be a good lover
wanna be your four-leafed clover
i will make you feel like
the happiest woman in the world

you gotta believe me
make you never gonna leave me
i won't make you promises
i will just show it to you

i'm in love
with you baby

i fall in love
there's no way around it